This is Sky here, I want to be hounest to you all and just let you know that my artical this week is not going to be anything other then just me feeling my feelings.

I have been through a very difficult time lately, I have recently lost a loved one as well as I have reasons to believe that my wife is cheating on me. The life that I once knew I let go of and am truely just ready for school to start even if it is only for a short time to have a moment to my self.
 
I am very sorry that I haven't anything outstanding or even really profound to write about.

As i said my feelings are very much the only thing that I feel I can talk about at this time.

Sadness and lonelyness has become something that I have been feeling for some time now and I have let so much of my self go to make a wonderful life for the name of this family.
 
Here I am in a period of my life where all I would like is some Sky time and maybe even a laugh or a nice conversation with an adult, but being the stay at home mom I have everyone eles to think of and I place that Happy go lucky face on and make like my life is all about making sure that everyone is just as happy as a clam at the beach!
 
I have so much wieghing on my sholders right now and am just not in the right state of mind and do hope that you please forgive me , although as a really good friend says.... I'm only Human!
 
I hope to pull it together and be back in the saddle again next week for ya. Please be pationt and understand that I am just one person who is feeling my feelings.

Thank you
Your Writer Sky

skydymon@hotmail.com